It's around one in the morning. My system was consumed by insomnia and an oversaturation of internet contents that I found 'empty'. As I was scrolling my way across the field of Youtube videos, I found myself clicking on a video by Psychcool entitled "Basic Guide To The Personal Web" which introduced to me a new side of the world wide web. This. It felt like opening a new portal towards an unknown horizon where I could go berserk and rampage with unfiltered content without the worrying about the scrutinizing eyes of people I am acquainted with in real life. (Most of time I think it's all in my head though. You see, I'm an overthinker.)
For such a long time, I had been in search of a getaway where I could let my vulnerable side manifest into the realm of the living. Physical journaling was something that I've tried already and, in some way, it helped me. But for some reason, I find charm in being able to put myself into the internet space where, once or twice, a lone internet explorer may stumble upon my planet of thoughts. With the anonymity barrier shielding me, I wouldn't mind if a stranger finds it at all. Because despite the fact that I may want to isolate these thoughts here, it's a nice thing to know that someone may find it worthy enough to read. It's simply nice to know that someone is willing to listen or someone finds it interesting.
So, hi! If you ever stumble upon here, this is what I call the "Average Archives". It's the archive of an average hooman (me). It's a collection of many different things I wanted to keep and, at the same time, I may want to keep as a secret. It might be heart warming memories, heartbreaking stories, or simply just anything that my heart wants to share. Now, hold your pinky finger right now and swear an oath that whatever you read here, stays here. (I'd honestly hold on to that.) Have a nice day and I hope you may enjoy your stay. <3
Love,
Your Average Neighbor